Im worsen things out to make things end , sorry wont heal .
I jst hate this super pesky part which i have to balance all by myself with only
one feet on the ground . If it ends with no goodbyes , i dont mind cause i know i deserve it .
For everything that ive did , i would like to appologies to you . Take care . And rest assured , i wont have anything to do with yu no more . Im sorry . I dont know whats got into me . I hope youll move on . Theres tons of fishes in the sea . All you need to do is to fish em . With good qualities of rod , youll get the one you desire . Ive never existed neither happily ever after .
Ive utterly tried to get things right but in the end ive tripped and you caught me . But not this time . I want to be free . From everything . Im sorry .

Much Love ,
Annah .

Labels: Happily never after

Whats the point of falling in love ? - None .
Tsssk ! I need to wake up early in the morning to accompany AP to polyclinic .
shall sleep now , toodless .

Dont walk behind me , i may not lead .
Dont walk infront of me , i may not follow .
All i need is for you to walk beside me and be my friend
cause im going through a hopless life full of drama .

So earlier on ex bf texted me about his whereabouts and what was i up to and blablabla .
He was busy with work and didnt disturbed him any further .
Work Work Work Work . Tssk .
Busy Busy Busy Busy . Tssk .

Labels: My BestFriend

I shall do a proper update , Had family reunion on Sunday over at dad's side . Went to Jb .
Pictures are over at facebook . I think sis should upload it by now . Well , im not active in neither social networks be it facebook , tagged , friendster and msn . Currently im stuck with fever and flu . So , i can see myself quarantined for a week ? Hah ! Well , looking forward for tha upcoming national day . Will not be in Singapore . Will be cracking jokes and happiness with sunshines. And afta so much of headcounts and booking tickets , thanks to Ibu Su :D
All of them will be going . Yey ! When im free , ill upload all the outings . Yes all . Alot of pictures in my picasa folder yknoww . Itll take a lifetime . Cheyh , no laa :P


Ive yet to complete the work given but still unwell . Well , received 5o bucks from Pamancik . Thankaaayou! I still have to print the notes and return em' .

Yes , yes im still single . Not looking for one . So yup .
So typically , i should be . Single and not avail eh ?
Hahaha , kaay till here . Chalo lovebugss <3

Ive typed alot of things but it dissapeared . And now im pretty lazy to update .
Till tha next updates .

Labels: Anti Bodies Are Weak

Back for more updates ~ Haha !
Alot of things happened ya'll can know by my previous dirty blog .
Well , theres so much to update on but so little time . Ill come back another time
for more updates . Perhaps. Haha ! Stay tunee <3

Im ultimate terrified upon hearing from Hamna about education . Im not sure if i can cope . But rest assured im pulling my socks . Its the call for me . My emergency call . Its now or never . My brain is a wreck . Im not sure if i can do this . My lungs are tied . No air to breathe . Im super scared ! Ahhhhh ! Next year will be the , Jannah The Pimple Face . Well , thats not important but whats important is how well im going to do next year . Im scaaareed ):
And im taking a step forward , skipping my N levels . Haiyaaa . I need a tutor , pronto !
As for next year , no more bubbly Jannah . Im going to persevere hard . I want to achieve my goals with god's help . Insya allah . Amin ~

Labels: Im Scared

Reluctant enough to see whats there to give in even if its the most tiniest thing . Enough said , just leave me alone for the time being . Theres no need for explanation . I hope you understand .



Urgh , im drown in tears . Eventhough this is just the clinche in life , it hurts so bad .
Ive been moody at times . Is it the cause of my period ? Its weeks to come . So ,
if thats not the cause , then what is it ? Its bothering me . Every story line have its ,
reason of why this or that happens , but i cant seem to find mine . Hoping and praying for the best . Though , this year have been the greatest year for me , i dont want anything to spoil
it . Good things come once . Im much pre - occupied with this thoughts that i cant seem to elaborate much on . Its nerve wrecking . To add on to the misery which is really not captivating , dad is not buying me my fish and chip meal . Im super angry .


See , I can get super angry just over a stupid meal that ive been wanting for weeks or perhaps months but no one is doing anything about it . And dad said that he'll buy the fish and ask wak to cook . Urgh !


This is so not me , getting fired up about the littleless things . And it is super crucial for me to talk to other as i might spout nothing but the angry side of mine . This sound so stupidddd !


It's all in god's hand . I redho if anything happens . Alhamdulillah <3

Labels: hesitation

Ive tried hard not to fall or stumble . But it seems rather hectic with the surroundings .
Sorry for the changes ive made , Its for the best perhaps . It feels like i have no more
hope in my life . Id rather give up but i chose to fulfill this live to complete my parent's wish .
Ive got no other options . Regardless of how many times ive tried standing strong with my pillar of strenght around me , its just super ironic that it doesnt make any difference .
Its my call , i chose to go through it alone . I need no help plus neither the pityness . Even if i were obligated enough , seriously it doesnt make any difference . Cause you know . Its life .
I just feel like running away , but to think of it , what about how people feels .
I dont want to be selfish . Its super sophisticated . All i can do is to endure every bitter moments .

Labels: Its Life